Wow! What a week at Clinical Bound! If you haven't figured out already, life through my eyes will forever be through the 'filter' of our love & loss of Vivian. It's just the way it is.
The beginning of the week was rough... As it turns out I wasn't as successful at shaking off the anxiety as I had hoped. I was a little preoccupied with triggers of being there the first time happy & pregnant with Vivian. It was tough to focus and let myself relax. Self doubt took quite a hold too. Passing my physical assessment as well as I did, was such a boost! The instructors were phenomenal... encouraging, passionate, funny, wise, and stepped into simulation roles like paid actresses! Finally connecting with a core group of Frontier friends was a definite highlight too. We shared: nail
biting assessment check offs, fasciculation, never have I ever, shopping for underwear & flipflops, beef tongue suturing, simulations, Red Light
Cafe, shack o'shame, sangria & warm beer, laughter & tears,
salad with bugs, a syringe squirt gun, hot topics & so much more!